minefewer

So much still on my mind. Not sure if it the rockville bombs slowing me down or just an impending breakdown in the works. I cant tell whats going on almost. I wanna feel like i am doing the right but so far i have with held what I want to say, how i feel in my heart. My life, what is it. At the end of the day some statistic will list me as some middle class blue color worker, but am I not more than that? In my head i sort out the technical diffrences between Ac systems with little effort, troubleshoot electrical problems without focusing on them. A good thing for work but idle time the thoughts that flood my mind. I care so much for someone i

So it seems like forever since i last wrote and entry. It's been over a year atleast. So much has happened in the last year but I plan to do more posting this year. I am trying to plan out some of my dream cosplay finally for a couple bigger cons this year. A lot going on today atleast, mostly just drowning out my thoughts with music, or atleast trying to right this moment. Trying to think .......................................... not a usually easy task for me.  So probably typing is not the best idea, guess i'll finish later. 2nd edit (yeah I editied some stuff out, left space to remind myself what it was.)

So i noticed i haven't updated my journal in almost a year. Time has really just flown by. It was a pretty good year, can't really complain much about it.  It's on kinda a down note here at the end but i am keeping hope that it will be better soon, well atleast one aspect of it.  I finally got a good job i like alot. Working on trying to get christmas shopping done currently.  As far as the art side of things, I am still to over critical of myself to actually finish any sketches i've worked on in almost the last year.  I have done alot of cosplaying and have tons of pictures from photoshoots and cons alike.  Working on a couple secret cosplay